Finally after so long, plucked out my courage and gave him a text message.
It have been exactly three months since the last text. Didn’t know how to start, what to type, how to phrase the words so that not to overly express. Thought over it for almost weeks before I could make up my mind to text him. Struggle for hours before I finally press that sent button.
The text was the most causal “Hi” and follow by just a simple how have you been question. My heart was pumping so fast that I could feel the blood rushing. Body felt so warm and my hand was trembling, while at the same time crossing my finger hoping that he would remember me and reply back.
To my surprise, I got back his reply real quick however it was a reply I have least expected. My number wasn’t in his phone book anymore, having him to question me who am I. Of cause I did reply back saying who am I. Have a short text conversation, and it just end very quickly.
Knowing that everything take two hands to clap, and I can’t clap alone. Will just need to see how he will react, before I can continue anymore further.
♡ I know that I miss him dearly, but I just got to endure with it.
Posted on March 19, 2011
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